I am homesick for a place I am not sure even exists. One where my heart is full. My body loved. And my soul understood.
I don’t mind it hurting if it makes you feel good, Daddy…
So naughty, but so much fun!
You’ll bite your lip, and try not to moan aloud.
im afraid I am not good enough.
im afraid I wont be enough
Im afraid you will not want me.
Im afraid to completely open up to you, to be shut down again.
Im fearful that I will lose everyone in my life.
Im afraid of being alone.
Im fearful that you will be alone too.
Im afraid of failure.
Im afraid that if I am happy, things will break as they have always done in the past. Im afraid I have no safety net.
Im afraid you wont love me as I love you.
Im afraid I might be right.
Im … afraid you will put my fears to rest, and prove me wrong.
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